“…thoughts of what makes myself happy. First we must note that happiness and pleasure both feel good, but are not the same. Whores/man whores, junkies, and gluttons indulge themselves in pleasure, but are still unhappy and emotionally unfulfilled. Happiness is more meaningful and goes much deeper than pleasure. So the question to ask is: what makes me want to live; have the desire to live? Living for obligation is exhausting and straining. My love for life comes from being with good people with whom I share loving relationships, ideology, and recreational interests. My people, my true family, are my everything which is why the incoming letters are the best things in my life. I look forward to my freedom to seek out my family.”