“The advice I seek is sensitive, and I don’t have anyone I feel comfortable turning to, though I really don’t know what to do and it wears on me. Even though I have people who care, I feel so alone… I’m angry to the point I’m having a hard time determining what is real vs. what is a manifested illusion of my madness. I’m having a very hard time distinguishing between friend and foe. I’m a total and complete mess. And that said, things are still becoming worse. I have no idea how I will manage this continuing situation.”